Have A Good Old Moan....

thanks intemp and daftscrawl, i'll give it a month to see if stuff sorts itself out, i know i'm a bit quick to diss things off :I not looking forward to my second day tomorrow i thought my friend who lives about 10 minutes away would meet me when i finish (she isn't at college tomorrow though) but she says she's busy till late tea time.. *sigh* alone on the 45 min bus there, bus back and all the way through. so much love and hate for being alone. i'd rather be alone than with people i don't know, but not alone with people i at least know in some sort of way.

not making an effort tomorrow either. just going in leggings and walking dead top, stuff wearing nice clothes when all the guys just come in massive hoodies and dirty jeans (not dissing that, just cba to dress 'nice' and look too out of place cause i already am kinda)
why can't one of them talk to ME FIRST. honestly i'd be so happy and i'd be genuinely polite and try and get to know them, but like i say i'm scared they'd drop dead if i spoke to them first..

My moan is about money. My lovely hubby was going to buy me a new pole but now because british gas have more than DOUBLED our bill the money has to go on that 🙁 Can I stop being a grown up now?

I'm not very happy.
Jordan just snaps at me all the time for no reason nowadays, I don't feel very happy/secure in my relationship and on top of it all I feel like such a horrible person cuz of all this White business.
I have no money/no job and I owe my parents and Jordan so much money.

I just wanna stay in bed all day and not have to face reality.

Oh wow, thanks for the heads up on supadupa Janine! I've just opened a free basic account - it's so pretty and professional! 😀 I think I will cancel my ebay one, and go with this and fingers crossed the companies I've contacted will bite!

why can't one of them talk to ME FIRST.

because they're teenage boys and they're scared 🙂 all teenage boys are scared even if they put on a massive front!

Oh wow, thanks for the heads up on supadupa Janine! I've just opened a free basic account - it's so pretty and professional! 😀 I think I will cancel my ebay one, and go with this and fingers crossed the companies I've contacted will bite!

It is lovely isn't it! I was unbelievably lucky enough to join with a FREE lifetime subscription! But even if I hadn't, I'd still recommend it because it's really easy to use once the shipping thing is set up and the themes are so good. I'm sure they'll be adding more soon too.

Dear people at school,
I hate when you put your finger through my stretched lobe without asking. It's even worse if you do it and then tell me how disgusting it is - don't put your finger through it then!
Also, please stop asking how big it is - I've been wearing the same jewellery for ages now, so you could actually guess that I'm still at 26mm. If you ask if I want to go bigger, don't be shocked when I say 30mm - if you don't want to know, don't ask!
It's also very annoying if you tell me that my ear is going to rip, because it's obviously not. It's annoying when you ask if it hurts because I obviously wouldn't play with it if it did.
Once again, don't ask me three times a day how big it is, and don't put your finger through it or tell me that it's repulsive because I didn't ask you to do that and because I didn't ask for your opinion.
No love at all,
Naomi L. (who would like to be able to wear her hair up without annoying people asking annoying questions for once) </3

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You need this on a tshirt 😀

My directions Midnight Blue went all yucky after only 2 weeks! Back to Turq it is then...

Naomi that is totally gross about people poking your ears! What makes people think they can invade your personal space like that?!

Haha, Ruby-Haze, that's brilliant :'D
I was thinking about putting a plug in and just writing "26mm" on the front of it

Raspberry: They probably think I just want the attention, when I actually just like the way stretched lobes look - and just because I have my hair up, it doesn't mean they can just go and poke my ear >.<

Naomi just put your finger in their noses for revenge. 😛

I have to leave in two hours to go to Leeds for work O_O

It's an honour to be asked to go considering what it's for, but a) I am cacking it over the journey ... I suck at small talk and will be in the car with a senior manager for four hours today!  I have no idea what to discuss, and I can only talk about work/my career for so long.  b) I'm not going to be home until 9:30 tonight, boo :(.  Yes I get a nice lazy morning (already did my nails :D), but I don't like coming home that late.

Intemp, just fall asleep in the car. I did this on the first meeting of my ex's parents - long story but the first time I met them I had to do a three hour car journey just me and his dad, and I fell asleep before we left Birmingham and I only woke up as we were arriving at our destination in Anglesey... whoops!

Tabitha, that would have worked if it was a slightly less formal company and if I could sleep while travelling.

As it was, though, on the way up we talked about the company and job roles, etc, and on the way back we ended up talking about languages and psychology and social constructs, so it wasn't bad.  Although standing around for hours in steel toed shoes sucked--my legs hurt so badly last night!

I have just seen the most gorgeous bag in a debenhams supplement which would perfectly match my new heeled DM shoes which are black leather with animal print pony hair, which is the exact same as this bag, although it is a different brand. It's like they were made for each other! The moan part is that the bag is £110 and I do not have £110 to spare!

I think I have a UTI, again. My back is utterly killing me 🙁

My best friend randomly stopped talking to me and I don't even know why :/