Have A Good Old Moan....

Awh no thats pants 🙁 I hope you get it sorted soon!

My moan is because of Royal Mail, they've still not got my parcel to me, and now they're saying it's suddenly "lost"... and told me I should just go get a refund. Frustrating!

Yeah Ive seen you fb status's. thats ridiculous! can you claim the money back from royal mail?

Waited in all day for a parcel, watching the street and got an email saying they 'couldn't access the building' where do they think I live?! Azkaban?!

This made me laugh way more than it should have done.

Same!

My moan is that I'm getting a fever, but I'm going to school tomorrow and to a concert on Saturday, so I guess it's loads of Ibuprofen for me D:

I can get a refund from the company I bought my stuff from, but I really need the stuff for my shop - and to get it cut again and sent out will take about another week... What a nightmare. Hoping it turns up tomorrow, they've been told by higher management to keep looking for it

I'm starting to believe that my husband is becoming more and more selfish as he gets older.  He has always said that my happiness is the most important thing to him, and that he'd do anything to make me happy, but over the last year, he seems to be consistently proving himself wrong.
It started with our whole plan of emigrating to Canada.  He was all for it when we thought that his job (he's a welder) would pretty much guarantee us acceptance into the country.  Once we found out that his job only gives us the right to apply and we still have to pass a whole set of criteria, we realised that to give us a good chance of getting accepted, he would have to have a job offer there.  Which would mean that he would have to be the one doing alot of the work and start contacting companies, making arrangements to travel for interviews etc.  As soon as it became clear that he'd have to do alot of the work and this would be on him to sort out, he lost interest and now we're staying in the UK. 

Throughout the year, everything seems to be more and more about his training (he does strongman) with more and more of our money being budgeted to things he 'needs' for his training.  We already spend £100 on supplements every 3-4 weeks, and and extra £45 per week on food for him because of the amount he now eats, and it's still every couple of weeks that he says 'oh, I want to go to this competition and I need £x for travel to get there' or 'I need a new pair of compression shorts that cost £x' or 'I want to try a new supplement, I need £x'.  Meanwhile, I haven't bought myself anything more than a few bits of makeup in months!

Now we're buying a car at the end of this month because he's sick of riding a bicycle to work as he says it's too hard to ride every day on top of his training.  He keeps saying that I'll benefit from having a car too, but I don't drive, and the only use I'll get out of it is if he picks me up from work in the evening, or doing the grocery shopping. So being brutally honest about it, it's not our car, it's his car.  He knows that spending over a grand on a car this close to Xmas means that I won't get any christmas presents because we won't have any money left for Xmas now, and he keeps saying he's going to do overtime every Saturday between now and Xmas so he can buy me some gifts.  Then he comes home from work today and says 'they didn't ask me to do overtime this Saturday yet, if they leave it until the last minute to ask me tomorrow, I'm not doing it'.  So what happened to doing all the overtime there is so I can have some Xmas presents because he's getting a car?

And every time he does do overtime, he always promises to buy me something with the money, and then when he gets paid the money, it's 'oh, I wanted to get some of this supplement' and the money ends up getting spent on him again.

Then it comes to discussions about me trying to go full time with my shop.  Every time I bring up the subject and suggest I could cut my hours at work to concentrate more on the shop, it's always 'as long as we won't lose any money' or 'But if you do that we'll have less money to spend each month', knowing full well that I hate my job and it's incredibly stressful, to the point of making me ill at times. 

So I guess to me, it kind of feels like when he says 'I'd do anything to make you happy', what he really means is 'I'd do anything to make you happy as long as it doesn't involve alot of effort on my part and I don't have to sacrifice anything to do it'.

Sorry guys, rant over now!!!

ahhh sorry to hear that Mindi, as i always say, guys are poop.. (:P) i don't know what to say, other than maybe just tell him really? :I

my moan is i got antibiotics for a water infection on wednesday, which was good cause it was quick and i wasn't kept waiting but wednesday at college i got bad bad pains, thought it was just cause i get achey all time, but yesterday it got reaaaaally bad but i stuck out college (it's only 2 bloody hours anyway may aswell) and slept all night in pain. called docs again and had to get an emergency appointment later on after i've picked my brother up from school. (a good though, i've seen the doctor before that they've put me with and she's nice, just i can't understand her very much, might be a lot of "sorry?" "pardon?" :P) but the crap thing is it's not like they're gunna give me an instant miracle cure right there and then so i don't think i'll be able to work tonight, sitting and laying hurts enough and walking and standing is awful! so 4/5 hours on my feet no breaks will be horrible.. i've been every other time i've felt like crap, when i had the first water infection i went and that was horrible so this will be worse.

ugh, health always stopping sh**! just go awaaaay! which reminds me, i had that 24 hour blood pressure monitor on like 2 months ago and we had to re arrange the appointment cause i had work and i still haven't seen the consultant for the results.. bloody hell..

EDIT: just called work to tell them i can't be going in today cause i have a suspected kidney infection that's really awful (my mum said to just tell em that cause it's probably that) and it was the boss and she was just like "okay, why can't you make it?" in that god awful patronising voice, so i tell her and she's "oh well i get those all the time, but, yeah just make sure you come in sunday i need you that day. see you later, bye"

charming. i have a valid f**ing reason and she's just like, ugh idek she's annoying as f***..

The fire alarm in the room I sleep in went off 4 x this month and 3 of them this week in the am scaring the crap out of me. It doesn't go off during the day when the door is open as far as I know.  I run an Thera/Pure Ion Fan machine (for sleep noise) under it so I moved it to the other side of the room. I also block the door with a towel so bright light doesn't get in. I do have an electric blanket.  I plug in my phone and ipad in two outlets.  I don't think the alarm has a battery as the chirping has to be stopped with pressing a button that sets all alarms off in the house  *ott*

So far I did clean my Thera/Pure Fan & so it isn't that I don't think but I will try it on the other side of the room...
So frustrated!! -r-

6 years ago today, my mum told me my parents were getting a divorce. I feel horrible.

6 years ago today, my mum told me my parents were getting a divorce. I feel horrible.

🙁 <3 hug

So irritated with an Etsy seller in the US. She decided to send two items I ordered from her in two packages "to stop delays in customs". It won't stop delays. It just means I've paid way more postage than I needed to AND I'll probably get charged customs fee (fine, I'd have the pay that anyway) and 2 lots of the handling fee. That is just annoying.

I'm on the verge of having an anxiety attack. Every day my boyfriend comes home from work and talks to me on skype (we have a LDR thing at the moment) but today he hasn't... we were texting each other earlier and he seemed fine but he hasn't come home 🙁 I've tried texting him but I'm not getting a reply. He finished work around 8 and it's almost 12am now.

I know he's probably just gone to his friends house or something but my mind is just thinking up all kinds of horrible things. I wish he'd just think to text me and let me know he's ok, he knows what I'm like.

ha I worry like that all the time, don't worry too much! Probably just his phone has run out of battery or something, that's usually the case 🙂

Why does it have to rain on the one day I actually have plans >.<

unistressmoneyworkunistresmoneymoneybillsfuturestressmoney. T^T

Had a phone call from one of my work mates, shes being moved to another service on Tuesday and someone else is being sent in her place 🙁 all because the service user's guardian has taken a dislike to her! Even tho sheonly see's her once a month.
We've got a great team all 3 of us get on great and have a good relationship with the service user.
Ah well Im leaving in the new year for new job so only have 6weeks to work with the newbie but still enraged that this has happened

the infection is still causing pain ugh, my back and stomach are hurting non-stop regular paracetamol seems to do nothing, but we have no more co codamols left bleeh