Have A Good Old Moan....

^Exo, I think outside shoots are always great, especially during autumn/winter!

My moan is that my friend and I are gonna celebrate our birthdays tonight, which means that we'll be sleeping over at her house. My cat peed on my sleeping bag though, and now I have no idea what to do as I have to leave in an hour and I'm going to be sleeping on the floor D:

Exo, I did two years photography A-level and 6 years photographing garments and costumes,I've made and have never spent a penny on venues! I scout around public places for outdoor backdrops (castles, lakes, alleyways etc) find a wall in my house and stick cool wrapping paper up or fabric for beauty ish shots. I did a weeks work experience with a photographer with his own studio about 5 years ago and he's let me use his space for free ever since! Also, maybe sign up for evening photography classes at a local college, it wont be as full on as a full time course, but you'll get to learn and use the college studio!

My god i have so much studying to do and tomorrow i have classes from 8 till 8! I feel my spirit exhausted -.-

thanks guys 🙂

I'm on a bit of a downer, really.

I haven't modelled since the summer, and had to cancel my recent one

My hair looks poo as I'm in the midst of fading and I also have 2inch roots

I can't get over the fear of my knee possibly dislocating again and I keep replaying how traumatic it was when it went the day before the wedding

We bought tickets months ago with some of the wedding money to go and see Trivium as they're playing in our city as part of their Europe tour, and I've been informed that is also the day of my grans funeral 🙁 There is no way I can do both

And my children are being devil children

So today I am feeling sorry for myself 🙁

Oh - and I saw my mum last week and a family friend asked how my work was going - my mum interrupted and said "what work, you don't work" I've been self employed since last January, seems she hasn't noticed even though I talk about it ALL the time and even gave her business cards 🙁

Just had a massive fight with my daughter over her attitude towards homework. I'm SURE I wasn't this vile when I was 13.

I love primark tights but thier sizing is so off! I think they were made for children cause i never think they are long enough either.

I'm glad someone else thinks their sizing is off too and I just haven't put on weight 😛 I tell myself every time to buy them elsewhere but I never learn!

Also glitter I liked your page! You have some great pics (and clothes!)

Oh god, the house party I went to was horrible. Nobody enjoyed themselves at all. Afterwards, 4 of us were sat in the living room and watched TV - our host ended up going to bed at 4, one of us slept on the sofa, another one slept on the floor and my friend and I stayed up, so I'm uber tired. I'm also hungry because everything she had had meat in it for some reason. And I am freezing because it was really cold in the living room (I was wearing tights, sweatpants, 2 tanktops, a thick cardi, a hoodie and my leather jacket and I was still freezing!)

I found a cooked gnat in my lunch ...  *ill*

Think I need to have an Options hot chocolate to get the taste of leek and gnat out.

And lesson learned ... no more hot meals from work.  Just salads.  I can usually trust the salads.

Whattttt!!! Did you tell them?!

Intempestivity *sorry that happened*  8) but, I giggled because when I went biking today I was smiling nicely at people & stuff, when I got back to the car, I had gnat lip and eye lol. I know it is impossible NoT to eat some or get them in the mouth recently hehe, but I had no Idea I was all spotty greeting people today bleh.

At certain times it is so bad It was like Rain on my hoodie during summer nights. *ill*

Exo! if it burns in your spirit you can achieve it! Believe  😉

Glitter~ I think if you feel ok about it you could have your own private ceremony for your gran & enjoy your concert. I know mine would have wanted me to enjoy each moment I could, even during the hard times.  I was perturbed my Mom didn't go to her Mom's funeral. I had to do everything by myself. Now I understand that people need to do things their own way.

Whattttt!!! Did you tell them?!

I'm always telling them that there's a spot of mold on the cheese or the tuna smells off ... (two things I never eat from there any more), and last time they were like "oh, it always happens to YOU".  So I just left the gnat and made a decision that I will only eat salad from there, because you can see if veggies are clean and fresh and there isn't an option of something being accidentally mashed into it!

Intempestivity *sorry that happened*  8) but, I giggled because when I went biking today I was smiling nicely at people & stuff, when I got back to the car, I had gnat lip and eye lol. I know it is impossible NoT to eat some or get them in the mouth recently hehe, but I had no Idea I was all spotty greeting people today bleh.

At certain times it is so bad It was like Rain on my hoodie during summer nights. *ill*

Ooh gnats are terrible, aren't they?  Yesterday was just attack of the gnats.  I'm sure no one noticed!

EDIT:  Stop talking about cake!  No one cares!  I've never known someone to wax so nostalgic about how a gateau looked.

Im annoyed! Some girl posted on my blog wih a comment basically promoting their blog :/ bit annoying but ive replied with even more knowledge and wisdom! Lol i suppose it means more people are reading it though if they're takng their time out to put an ad in the comments!

meesh what's your blog link again?x

Housework. Blah.

Have just discovered that all the chilled stuff I bought yesterday is still in my OH's fridge in Solihull whereas I am now back in Wales  *ott*