Have A Good Old Moan....

The university started and it's so exhausting, waking up at 6 and having almost 9 hours class and in another language than your maternal. Oh god -.-

My depression has reared its ugly head with a vengeance. Usually it's a slow creep and I'm pretty good at spotting the warning signs but this time, BAM, I feel like poo 🙁

my younger sister really p**ses me off sometimes. She's 16 and she's so ungrateful, my parents do everything for her and buy her mostly whatever she wants. They're buying her concert tickets this month, she never does anything around the house, she lets old food and mugs go gross in her room. My dad forgets to pick her magazine once and she won't stop complaining about it. Also the way she speaks to my dad is awful.

I wish I could yell and shake her sometimes.

Oh Glitter, I'm so sorry. I really hope that you're okay, my thoughts are with you and your family right now. 🙁  *hug*

Awe Glitter,Im so sorry to hear that, atleast shes at peace now and out of pain. Sending you a hug  *hugs*

not yet, she's still hanging on in there. Which in a way is sad because sad as it is to say, once she does pass away atleast she'll be out of the pain. But I'm just trying to focus on the happy memories for now, and I know the nurses are trying to keep her comfortable until the time comes

Thanks everyone for the support (hugs)

Glitter I feel so helpless with everything and I bet I'm not alone in thinking that!

Gahh I don't know what to do, my aunt has an opera singer friend who wants 6 dresses making for spring time, all basic corsets and separate skirts in different colours. That's all great but I work full time and I honestly don't know if I can do it. I'm also 'booked' up near spring time to make a prom dress for someone else. This is all very stressful and horrid and I feel a bit overwhelmed. I like making things at my own pace because I can get burnt out pretty easily :/ but then again I should be happy that someone wants my work. It is literally the fact that I work full time, I could probably do them all before Christmas no problem if I didn't.

I am sorry about your granny Glitter 🙁 *hug*

Meeshy, can you drop a few hours in work?

Nah not really, even if I did it would only be starting at 10 instead of 9 so it wouldn't give me enough time to do anything productive. I work in retail and there's only a few people in our team so I can't swap shifts etc. I asked my mum and she said why not do just a few, so I think I might ask the lady what she thinks about that instead.
Once I make the first one the others should get easier as I go. If the lady just wants them and doesn't need them for a specific date then that would be fab!

I wish my dad would understand that I have an anxiety disorder and it's not just an excuse, I've had 3 doctors tell me the same thing. I need to take something back for a replacement and I need my sister to come with me but he just keeps telling me to do it myself, I'll never learn to look after myself etc. What does he expect me to say? "Oh, yeah. You're right. I'm cured now!"

going to my boyfriend's tomorrow for the first time, absolutely crapping my pants..

Just given myself a haircut and undercut, unfortunately without anyone else's assistance, and I think it might have gone a bit wrong...

The boy returned, only to go missing again. I don't have enough money to pay my rent (which is a first...) because my money is in limbo to go into a new account. He left his stuff, but took his part of the rent money. His phone has been off all week. I have to send embarrassing email to the apt. manager who is hounding me for the payment.

All the while trying to ignore the fact that my heart is broken, despite the gross neglect of my life and feelings.

I'm so sorry, Actress 🙁 Remember we're always here if you need some help or advice! x

My moan seems stupid in comparison, but whatever.
I met this guy at a concert yesterday - he looked good, he was funny and we talked to each other for a few hours, he was really nice. The only problem is that I'm almost 16 and he's 29 -__-