Have A Good Old Moan....

Oh no 🙁  I'm sorry about your fitbit!  I know how much you love it.

Went to the doctor today and I have a pretty awful sinus infection, so I'm on antibiotics four times a day for the next week, and I need to keep up the Lemsips/Beechams to help bring my fever down and thin out my sinuses.

Eurgh intempestivity I hope you get better soon. I hate being on antibiotics, they make me really out of it. I feel for you!
I'm coming home from my boyfriends house in Grimsby today, my train to get me to my coach to London was an hour late so I missed my coach and there's only one coach service from Doncaster a day so I've had to pay through the roof for a train ticket home which sucks. And it's not for 3 hours. Not doing well today.

No one appreciates me at my job:( I'm practically so invisible they walk right through me:( earlier i sent an email to my boss and rather than answering she just forwarded it onto someone else:( I'm the youngest person that works here, has the lowest paid job, and am on the bottom rung of the ladder.  Felling v unimportant as of late:(

No one appreciates me at my job:( I'm practically so invisible they walk right through me:( earlier i sent an email to my boss and rather than answering she just forwarded it onto someone else:( I'm the youngest person that works here, has the lowest paid job, and am on the bottom rung of the ladder.  Felling v unimportant as of late:(

I am sorry to hear that you feel unappreciated at work. you should talk to your HR department about that and maybe talk to your boss in person.Or maybe find a better job.

I have been to at least 60 interviews and all my feedback is always the same. that I interview well and am a great candidate but that I wouldn't be a good fit because I am too quiet. I am very shy but i try to be upbeat for the interviews. How can they even decide that I am quiet during a 15 minute interview? I speak when I have to answer questions and the rest of the time I am listening to them. It is so frustrating.

I'm going to agree with you both, Stacie and puerkz, the job world at the moment is *!  I'm also invisible at work, my boss is practically non-existent because he can't make a decision to save his life, he forwards me all his emails to sort out, he takes the credit, he makes a stupid change to the department and rips the rug out from under you, then you have to sort everything out again, and I'm so tired of it.

And interviews... just the thought of interviewing again makes me feel like I don't want to bother!  They're just a load of *, a game you have to play to sell yourself.  They're not a reflection on how well you could do the job or how qualified you are, they're simply "how good do you sound to us against the other candidates" and "how much can you talk yourself up".  It's all rubbish, and I feel for you both and anyone else who's experiencing a **** work situation at the moment.

:-*

My sister moved to Phoenix about two weeks ago, and there were crazy flash floods yesterday.  I'm worried.  She just messaged me to say she's ok, most of the flooding is a couple miles away from her--where she lives there's just massive puddles.

I'm so sick 🙁 Caught some bug that seems to be doing the rounds, where I feel really sick but don't actually be sick, and feel generally unwell and out of it

*hugs*  Feel better soon!

I'm so frustrated because I just decided like two months ago that I'm gonna be a red head and I bought a box dye and did my hair. And now Pravana relased neons and I want neon yellow and bright red hair, phoenix hair.
The point is... I make bad decisions and I actually don't know what I want. And now I need to use colour b4

Feeling so much stress lately, I seriously need to vent or I feel like my head may just explode! So my OH started a new job around the beginning of the year & ended up asking for a transfer which he was told to "sort out himself" so after 2 months of constant phoning & chasing it all up it finally happened & he transferred! In that 2 months though he wasn't paid a full wage as he wasn't technically working (not out of choice) & I myself have only just started looking for work due to ill health within myself, looking after my dad who also was in terrible health & then the normal job of being a mummy to my son. So our money situation wasn't great so we had to keep borrowing money off of family members, I finally thought we'd scrimped by this month as I decided to put us on a super tight budget as OH gets his first full wage at the end of the month, unfortunately that hasn't happened & we owe out money again. I feel like it's just a constant cycle, I know we've only borrowed off family so it's not like we owe massive loans but it's just so annoying that every time we're getting money we're having to take out what we owe & end up starting at square one again.  *censored* *censored* *censored*

I'm so frustrated because I just decided like two months ago that I'm gonna be a red head and I bought a box dye and did my hair. And now Pravana relased neons and I want neon yellow and bright red hair, phoenix hair.
The point is... I make bad decisions and I actually don't know what I want. And now I need to use colour b4

Oh Batty, I did the exact opposite. I bought all the neons except Green and then decided to go back to red because the neons were pastel looking!. If you see the swatches or make some on your bleached ends you will see how lackluster they are! I have seen manic panic, special effects, PUNKY, directions etc all have more vibrancy.  However, these neons can be used on top of a bright color as you will see in videos from guy tang etc.  The blue & pink together make an interesting violet, but the pink will wash out faster, leaving with an interesting pastel blue.  I had perfectly bleached hair when tested & still have the swatches.

So if you are going for super pastel low pigmented hardly visible neon  *whistle*
Oh so then I bought the Vivids, normal colors…

Good News: Hopefully you will get your red out easy. I had to get rid of permanent red in Feb. with Color Oops which worked great!

Have you ever stepped on an puff ball mushroom & tiny spores come out? A few weeks ago I found Huge Giant puff ball mushrooms the size of bread loafs in my yard, picked them & tossed them for fun. About 3 weeks later two huge purple puff ball spore things were in the line of where I mow so I would hit one & go really fast on the mower to get away. They made amazing purple spore clouds "like in a wizard movie" type cloud.  Later I gave myself a bit of anxiety learning some could get sick if they inhaled that type of spore.  Fortunately I rode fast to get away. *_* Yes, I am a big kid.

Haha I always used to play with puffball mushrooms in my garden 🙂
My moan is that I'm really ill. I feel absolutely awful and I'm meant to be sorting out my stuff to go back to Uni this weekend but instead I'm huddled under a blanket feeling sorry for myself 🙁

Feeling pretty bad for my granddad today because his budgie died last night and now he lives completely on his own. it was originally my nans budgie but she died two years ago. Only thing he had bless his heart 🙁

I'm so frustrated because I just decided like two months ago that I'm gonna be a red head and I bought a box dye and did my hair. And now Pravana relased neons and I want neon yellow and bright red hair, phoenix hair.
The point is... I make bad decisions and I actually don't know what I want. And now I need to use colour b4

Oh Batty, I did the exact opposite. I bought all the neons except Green and then decided to go back to red because the neons were pastel looking!. If you see the swatches or make some on your bleached ends you will see how lackluster they are! I have seen manic panic, special effects, PUNKY, directions etc all have more vibrancy.  However, these neons can be used on top of a bright color as you will see in videos from guy tang etc.  The blue & pink together make an interesting violet, but the pink will wash out faster, leaving with an interesting pastel blue.  I had perfectly bleached hair when tested & still have the swatches.

So if you are going for super pastel low pigmented hardly visible neon  *whistle*
Oh so then I bought the Vivids, normal colors…

Good News: Hopefully you will get your red out easy. I had to get rid of permanent red in Feb. with Color Oops which worked great!

I got my red out and I dyded my hair with the pravana neon yellow and was very dissapointed as you said I would be xD. So I have canary yellow from crazy color, vermillion red and hot purple and thinking about making the perfect red with them but I am not so sure it is possible. Alchemy much? XD

To get back on topic...
My husband and I decided to get a divorce. I am beyond heartbroken. He has given me a choice which I could not make and moved out. He also said that he doesn't want to see me and our child ever again. I was heartbroken mostly because of my son who adores him and will suffer because he is an asshole who is mentally ill and does not want to seek help. I kinda hate him very much right now. I know that its not his fault for having a bipolar disorder but he was also mentally killing me for these past few months and I couldn't take it anymore. Rant over.