Have A Good Old Moan....

Glitter, the cat I used to have would lose his collar all the time. I realised in the end it was in a fence he could stick his head through, but not the rest of him! He'd pull his head out with difficulty, but pull his collar off as well. I only realised when I saw him doing it one day, went to investigate and found all his collars along the side of the fence! It could be what's happening to yours.

I've been feeling so sick all morning, I really miss my other half already and I'm genuinely so sad that Rik Mayall has died, he was one of my favourites.

Only a small moan but I bought retainers for my nose piercings to hide them for my job interview today and I hate how my face looks without them now 🙁

Feeling pretty lonely today and my bf is coming "maybe Thursday, or maybe Friday" guess it'll be Saturday :/
Living alone is crap, seriously.

I feel trapped and frustrated right now. My other half and I want to move in together so badly but we're waiting on his raise since we can't afford a flat in England without it, he was supposed to get it in April but it hasn't happened so I'm just waiting around. I keep seeing things I'd like for our own place but have to stop myself from looking or I'll get really sad and frustrated. Also, I know that after we've been living together for a while, he'll pop the question (we've talked about how we don't want to get engaged while we're doing the long distance thing). A bunch of people I know have been getting engaged and married lately and it makes me wish that my life was going in that direction too.

Where I live is stopping me from achieving what I want to do. I'm trying to make a business out of photography but I live in the wrong area for it. No one is willing or able to pay for shoots. I know this would pick up if I moved out of Wales and closer to London, but this isn't going to happen yet.

I want to get a job, learn to drive and get a car but I can't. If I get a job, that means that I'll hardly get to see my other half and we already don't see each other enough, which sucks. Again, something that would be solved by moving.

I'm so tired of sitting in my house and thinking about all of this. I end up depressed, anxious and frustrated every day.

People... what a bunch of b*****ds, enough said.

Exo -  I hope things get sorted out asap.

My hair faded to the weirdest color yet again so i'm going to the hairdressers right now and see if i can get to blonde and ginger again. No bleaching, just removing the colour. At least i found a place where they know what they're doing so i'll give it a try. And chop off about 1 inch, just to make sure i get rid of possible damage i have that may have not shown yet.

Plum has really given me "hair nightmares" so i'm giving up on it. I'm trying to get a decent colour before my next exam (23rd) because my classmates are assholes and i don't want them to have even more reasons to make stupid comments about me.

This is not helping my social (and general) anxiety at all. I just want to stay at home, don't even want to talk to my bf.

I would advise trying it at home with a colour remover first. Most hairdressers use peroxide or perming lotion to remove colour.

I would advise trying it at home with a colour remover first. Most hairdressers use peroxide or perming lotion to remove colour.

I made sure by phone they didn't use those methods a while ago (1h, been trying to put myself together since then because going out with this hair is just...hah), i already had enough bad experiences. Seems like a fairly good hairdresser staff... if not i'd just stay home, i don't need more disasters :'(
But i'll make sure once i'm there, though, just double checking for the sake of my hair! Thanks ♥

I'm never touching Plum again. The only way I got rid of the blue staining was when I had it all cut out.

I'm never touching Plum again. The only way I got rid of the blue staining was when I had it all cut out.

I'm not touching it again either. I'd be ok with blue staining on tis own but for me it's staining + muddy fade! I wish they'd go back to the old formula...

Do you know what they do use? I'd still be suspicious! Most hairdressers don't like the colour removers.

Do you know what they do use? I'd still be suspicious! Most hairdressers don't like the colour removers.

They use Niver color out, same one i used to remove the black! I just arrived here and they showed me which products they will use on my hair, so lovely of them...i hope this goes well!!!

Do you know what they do use? I'd still be suspicious! Most hairdressers don't like the colour removers.

My hairdresser - after I showed him the results of Colour B4 extra on black - was dead impressed and now recommends them to all his clients! But he owns his own salon, which I imagine has something to do with it.

Moaning because the staining from plum was too strong and my hair only got to a really muddy green-tuquoise, but too dark to dye over it. The ladies were so kind that they didn't charge anything, and also offered to put on a great black semi and leave the tips untouched. Also cut my hair for free and gave me a full hair treatment to take home for free, as i spent over 3h in there suffering and at the verge of tears.

Oh well, i guess i'll just keep slapping on black semi until my hair is long again and keep the vibrant colors just on my tips like an ombre. This is not the reality i wanted!!! But they were so lovely i can't really complain...